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How drugs left me

How drugs left me

Author:   Admin

Country:   United States

Date of addition: 04.07.2012

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My drug addiction story is very simple. It began and went on like everyone else’s’ stories, and ended, in fact, in a standard way – I’m no longer a drug addict. However, the way it ended - is just amazing. I have never read or heard anything of this kind anywhere before, and I have heard enough stories about drug addiction in my life.

I have deliberately become an addict. I wanted to get everything from life, I wanted to spend my parents’ money for myself, for the sake of pleasure, alcohol, sexual orgies, and of course, to the narcotics. I loved coke, I loved the sweet smell of marijuana. I totally did not think about what will happen to me next, falling in the eyes of the society, rising above the impermanence in a drugged stupor.

Health issues, problems with parents and the police were normal things for me. I did not want to decide anything, and I was totally fine with everything. The problem - the dose - no problem. Everything was easy, everything was achievable. But how wrong I was, like I was blind ... All of my old friends turned away from me, except for one, whom I made a drug addict, as a matter of “gratitude”. New friends were with me, until I had money for drugs. When I disappeared, I was forgotten by everyone who was so dear to me.

But once IT happened. I do not know what happened exactly, but the drugs just left me. How much effort I made to become a drug addict, and generally did nothing to stop drugs ... I have heard that it happens to cigarette smokers or alcoholics, when they wake up one day and that’s it – they never use it again. Something clicks in their head, turns off the desire for pleasure.

It was the same with me. I do not remember what I dreamed, I do not know what happened in my mind, but one day I woke up in a filthy apartment of my friend, with dirty vomit on my clothes, I was sick, mentally sick. I was really struck, and I realized that I will not use drugs. Never.

You cannot believe me, but now it’s been three years, since I do not use anything that would destroy me. I returned to the university and managed the relationships with my parents. I am looking for a girlfriend ... I do not know what happened to me, I do not know how to call this phenomenon in a scientific way, but the fact remains - as I believe in Insight.

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